I appreciate that you went and took photos here. A lot. I new about the Elm Street Mission, but hadn't been there. Your luscious photos make me want to go and hang out and get to know folks.

Bradley,
i am glad you wrote this. we may disagree, its hard to tell from your post. but I enjoy your posts.
In my eyes Elm St. mission is very unfair in the manner in which they serve the poor. Here are my reasons which I am sure will bring some dissent. I hope we can keep it civil.

If your a Christian and want to hear a sermon you get a huge meal. Great for you if that fits your world view. If you don't attend the sermon, you get fed outside, and get a pittance of what you would if you went in listened to the sermon. Maybe that has changed with the new 15 panic law, since the outside crowd would be forced to eat in the parking lot or in the outlying gutters. Usually it was tomato soup and fake juice or punch. But as the post refers to the green tickets, I doubt much has changed.

I had a friend named Eric. He was hooked on heroin, was homeless and very recently lost his leg and was having difficulty dealing with it. He came here. He went to Elm St because he was HUNGRY and new in town. Pastor Ben immediately glommed on to Eric seeing a soul he thought he could "Indoctrinate". He ended up talking Eric into and through a semi coerced conversion that only added to his Eric's guilt , and was largely demoralizing, as he did not believe in what he was being led through. Eric was not a Christian of that type. When he brought up his concerns the next day, as he felt guilty, but was more in psychological pain, and wanted to explain HIS TRUTH that he was not converted. He was immediately cut off from all services, banned from Elm St. mission. How Christian of them.

Eric, who was a very kind and peaceful man, came to the Monday meal we served then. After eating one meal he wanted to help. He started volunteering and even brought in two more volunteers. This helped him gain a sense of pride and self without a forced conversion.

Eric decided he wanted off the streets and get off the drugs. He did it under the bridge cold turkey. I brought him food, blankets, books and anything to keep him busy through his horrible three days of hell. But he did it, and then went home to his family that supported him without any help from the city, and certainly not Elm St. Mission. All Eric needed was a friend and to be treated with some dignity. He had good family. He simply took a wrong turn in life. Being converted at a vulnerable time in your life, and pledging your heart and soul to Christ is not the best time to make such a devoted extreme decision in one night let alone one hour. However it is the easiest path for a Pastor to take a person in this mind state and convert them. This is far from right. anyone changing religions should take more than one night to decide and not based on being desperate and hungry. this does not make it right. It only makes it easier for the pastor whose goal is not feed the hungry , but to gather souls for conversion.

There are a hundred other stories. I not against them feeding, but don't make people listen to a sermon to eat. Let them choose for themselves. Don't give more to others than some, because you feel their relationship to Christ is better than another's. A Church that serves food should cater to all, whatever religion equally, simply because its the right thing to do.

How would a hungry Jewish, Muslim or Hindu feel going to Elm St? I have spoken to a few and they were not all treated well.

Is this food only for those willing to convert? Is this fair? Is this even moral? Eric didn't think so? They could have easily helped Eric. They had the resources and only failed due to their fundamentalism. Eric simply needed a friend and someone to treat him with dignity. During the nine moths I fed every Monday in front of new leaf many came who were kicked out, or were non believers and had an issue with Elm St. and we fed all of them unconditionally.

Then there are the rats, but that is another story for another time.

Tim Rumford

What about St. Francis Soup Kitchen, off River Street? I don't know if they still do serve, but when I needed free meals, I went there for lunch every weekday, at noon. They had pretty good food, and they usually had something vegetarian. Also, they did not force you to listen to a sermon.

I agree, The Saint Francis is fair. and very accommodating to the people it serves. I have had several great conversations with the people there. Thanks for pointing that out.
Tim Rumford

hey Bradley i just saw these up on the computer. These are beautiful pictures! I also enjoyed the article.

Tim sorry you feel the way you do. Eric I remember him well and I never converted him nor did he ever say he wanted to come to Christ. He also never came into Elm Street Mission while in a wheel chair that I recall. I talked to him across the street and on the sidewalk as he panhandled. I prayed with him many times and encouraged him to read the Bible and pray asking Jesus for help to get off of drugs. I am glad that he is doing good and want the best for all those suffering with bondage of any kind especially sin which is the root of the drug, alcohol problem. God bless Ben

May 28th will be the last meal on Wednesday. The board of Elm St. and I has a new direction as to where God is leading. Santa Cruz Bible is and always has been extremely diligent and helpful. Elm Street Mission thanks them for the hard work over the last three years. God bless Ben

i have to say that i agree with tim on this one, elm st forces homeless people to sit through sermons in order to receive food. Jesus would not do that. i have seen elm st staff cussing at people, jesus would not do that. i have seen a man with a medical condition threatened with dismissal for passing out in the unbearably hot chapel. I have seen a man who appeared to be suffering a drug overdose dragged off the front steps and down the street by his arm, he could have been injured. another man was threatened with a tazer while sitting on the curb across the street and praying.,,,,, the man threatened ..........apparently had made a comment about the staff person's aggressive mannerisms. i am hungry and in need of food, but i am in complete disagreement about the way people are treated at elm st. pastor dennis adams serves at the clock tower on sundays, they have worship, and a good meal, and the staff is always willing to pray for you. also on thursdays and sundays is santa cruz revival feeding right on pacific avenue, they are kind folks. saint francis feeds daily, and they are never rude to homeless people. even the secular river street shelter seems to be more loving. the hare krishnas seem to be nice folks as well, and they will always give you a meal.

It is truly sad when people feel the need to impose their ideas upon some people who simply want to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ. The Mission is not obligated to do anything except preach the Gospel. When I read the Bible I find that the first and foremost thing done by Jesus was to tell people about the Kingdom of God. When I read the Bible Jesus feeds people as an afterthought. Those people He fed did not come to Him for food and socks. They came to hear Him preach. The only hunger they had was for His words. I was homeless and know many of the people in the streets...from the truly hurting people who have been dealt a low blow from the system they worked hard to support to the "professional" homeless people who, sad to say but the truth hurts sometimes, want nothing more than to use and abuse the kindness of others. The people at the Mission are Christians. I always found them to be upright, honest, and, though flawed as all humans are, sincere in their pursuit of the ability to live a life as close to that of Jesus as they possibly can. Yes, they have erred in judgment, but who hasn't? They preach the Gospel there. Then they feed. If people don't think that is the right thing to do, then don't go there. In the name of Christ, I have seen the staff there yelled at, sworn at, spat upon, and attacked physically...all because they adhere to a set of standards, as is their right. I saw a fellow once get a sleeping bag after begging and lying for it (I happen to know he already had 2 bags at his camp) and go out of the Mission and trade the bag for drugs. The fellow Tim is talking about...the heroin addict...chose a lifestyle and then wanted to heal himself his own way. Whee does the Mission's responsibility come in? I fail to see that. Just like many of the homeless I have ever met, it's always someone else's fault. They want the world to do what they want when they want... it is sad